✖SICK✖

Next Saturday & Sunday,
need to hang on for my cousin bro's wedding ceremony.
Between it,
I like their Pre-wedding photos much.
It was look like totally natural.
And its was look likes Korean movie's life.



♥ sweet ♥
✖ Likes my cousin sis in-law's wedding dress ✖

Congratz them much.
Please treasure our love.
♥ 千里姻缘一线牵 ♥

Today evening,hang THEAN HOU TEMPLE with family.
It was a long time i didn't hang there's.
The place is totally nicely.



✖ Miss to hang there with my beloved next time and pray at there ✖

I was getting sick now.
Fever + headache + flu.

I was totally hard to stay.
I still want having my Accounts and Kesusateraan paper on Tuesday.
Just went to saw doctor.
I really cant tahan d still went to saw doctor's.

Emm..still remember when i was sick,
you bought that i am terrible much's herbal let me drink on.

Miss have you beside me and caring for me now.
Dear,miss your hug much♥

✖FREEDOM✖

My freedom days is coming soon.
SPM still left 4 days and 5 subject for me.
I want enjoying my freedom.
Miss to go beach with my beloved for traveling.

Today decorate of my car.
I want find Winnie The Pooh of car belt.
Its hard to find it na.



Dear,still remember its?
Yeap,this is when my b'day you special prepare for mine's.
Hmm..I put its at my car.^^
When i saw its,just same like when i saw you♥

We are one week more didn't meet's.
Miss you much♥
Thinking of my beloved you♥
Muaxx♥♥

✖SHA'KO✖

♥ Sha'ko Life ♥

It was a long time i didn't getting Job's.
Miss my Sha'ko buddies much.
Em..how both of you recently?

That is i'm last years work at Sha'ko as a sales girl.
Sometimes will feel it tired when at work.
But this is a good started life for me.
I shall learning many things from there.

Christmas is getting nearer too.
Saw all those Christmas stuff,
Heard those Christmas music,
And viewed the beautiful Christmas tree around the shopping centre.

Miss Sha'ko Christmas tree na.
Remember that time,
we together decorate the Christmas tree as beautiful.


♥ we decorate it's ♥

I shall feel it the joyful of Christmas.
Yeap...I like Merry Christmas much.
It have feel it very warm and romantic for me.

Our stuff should be handle the Christmas Cap when at work too.
Its really so funny.
Some customer's children still say:
'' Mummy,那边有圣诞老人 ''
Haha...we all laughing still cant stopping.


✖ sampat us ✖

On the other hand,our supervisor's born on Christmas day too.
Both of us go to NEWAY celebrated our supervisor B'day and Merry Christmas after working.


♥ Employee of Sha'ko and a friendly boss:Judy ♥


✖ shyevin & rina ✖


✖ shyevin & kary✖

Its was cant passing at my memory's things is:
One day,when i was serving a customer,
I saw a cockroach at floor.
A horrible and i damm hated and scare's cockroach.
Oh my goodness..i cant scream of at there and cant running too.
Lukily have my supervisor helped.haha~

We together solve our face it's customer problem.
We cooperate to do our things too.
I like the consciousness.

Hope will having a blissful,joyful and romantic's Christmas.
I want celebrate with my lover.
Hope my dream will come true.

Always thinking of my BELOVED you♥
Take care properly.
Miss You much♥

✖2012 Doomsday✖

♥A NICE MOVIE♥



Hang with 2 classmate go to watched ' 2012 ' in cinema.
It was awesome.It was really unbelievable.
We watched still the mouth cant closing.
Still scream of at there.
It was terrible much.I cant imagine when 21.12.2012 is coming.

It was just like Mayan said:'' the world is ending soon ''.
Actually they had discovered about Doomsday in 2012.
But some people did not believe the day would come,
And quite said:'' It was just a Prediction ".
Do you believable?
It's real.
Anywhere,we would make some difference to protect and love our earth.

21.12.2012 Prediction,end of the world.
I didn't know that would be happen or no.
But please treasure every moment in your life and appreciate what you had.
Should not give up easily.
Transmit your love to the earth,
We would change the terrible ending to the beautiful ending on 2012.



✖ shyevin & stephany ✖

✖TERRIBLE DREAM✖

The dream as i dreaming it was terrible much.
I am scared.
I really scared it much.
I don't want that dream was be come true.

My tears is none stop of my eyes.
It is because that terrible dream.
I already lost my decision soon.
My world my life is going empty.

Every things are going dislike for last times.
Every things is going complicated.
I am tired much's.

You are my beloved.
The only one's.
None have any people should be changes it in my heart.
Never ever changes it.
Miss you alot♥

✖SOUL IN MY HEART✖

Today Today
I lying at bed and sleep jor whole day.
It is because of my menstruation pain.
It was totally painfully.
Any medicine can stopped up painfully?

Due to today i didn't have any paper.
I am free for this whole day.
Miss to wan go Cheras Night Market.
It was so long i didn't hang there's.

Next Tuesday since only having my Account and Kesusateraan Cina Paper.
Wohoo..my interesting subject ''ACCOUNT''.
Miss to Skor A in Account's.
I want to take the LCCI certificate.
No need to waste money to study again.
But i am no have confidence anymore.
This is impossible and just is my dreaming.

Em..just having a call from friend.
That is about work as a beautician's.
Salary is no high.
It is because half work half learning.
I have a interesting in beautician too.
But need to sign 1 years contract.
Should be thinks it carefully.

I should be continue my Education or Working?
Any comment?

If i choose education,that education cost will highest than anythings.
Calculate on 10k+++ at 1 semester's.
I'm no a rich lady na.
Actually take a scholarship.
But this is hard for me,my result no good so.

On the other hand,i shall thinks it before study at part-time.
Half work and half study.
Em...dunno.
I am scare.
I will lost my decision soon.

But on the ending,i will choose for working first.
Haizxx~

Confuse+ ing.
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Sometimes i am hope one day i will same with my cousin's GF.
No have any education.
Just finish her education on form 3.
But she had work at the office.
And she salary one month have 2k more.
I want too...xD
But 正所谓:同人不同命 na.

✖NEVER EVER✖

Music is follow my heart in a peaceful room.
Some tears are dropping on my mind.
Thinking those grieve incidents,those unhappy incident and etc.
I will lost my direction soon.

My brain never ever stop of my thinking.
Suddenly feel it lonely of a days.
Thanks for your son who was accompanied me.
Hugged our son MR.BEAN BEAN for a every moment.

But,please forgive me i am a greedy lady.
I am miss you much at a every moment♥

My menstruation pain never ever stopped up painfully.
It was pain like hell.
Luckily tomorrow i am not having my exam.
If not,i cant thinks it of the ending i will how?
I need your caring and miss have you at my beside.

Today morning 10:30 already finished my MORAL PAPER.
After back home take a bath,than straight go out to having lunch with friends
And went to friend house doing SCIENCE revision.
Suddenly feel it the time is no enough for me.
Thanks our SENIOR En.Kok who was willing to helped us revision and prepare our SCIENCE for our SPM Exam.

5 subject Gone !
5 subject More !



I like to having bath and out of a raining days.
It is because when i was crying,no have any people will know it.

Every things happen it at the moment,
I never ever said surrender.
Listen to my favourite song.
" NOTHING GONNA CHANGES MY LOVE FOR YOU "
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Every things can become a normal.
But our love our relationship is CANT .
I just hope will know all your things on the daily.
I am worry you much.
This things is cant changes it at my heart.
This is my incidents should i done on the daily.
My heart it was so painful.
I already found it what i want's.
I don't want to let it miss it.
I need to treasure you in my life and appreciate what i had.
We are already 1 week 1 day no meet's.
We are so long so long did not enjoyed our life our journey.
I am miss you much♥

✖I MISS YOU✖

I miss you much♥
Its been a long time i didnt see you
And now feel like hungging you♥
But you're far away from me

Though you're far away
I am hear to say
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

I cant control you to do anything's.
Because I am scares.
I already lost my confidence.
Sorry for this time i cant take 主见 for you.

But only the things will most scare for me's is:
That day will be coming again,
I will lost you :) I cant feel that safe again
And you will never at my beside accompany my life anymore.

I just wanna to be with you♥
I just want to hold your hand♥
Now and Always!!!
This is my life's hopefully.

If I had to live my life without you near me,
The days would all be empty.

That why I love you so much♥
You are just reach for me baby♥♥♥
muaxx♥

✖DINNER DRESS✖

Straight hair OR Curly hair suit for me?

Today went to Bayu 2L

Because of my cousin bro's wedding dinner
6.12.2009 is the wedding dinner
Congratz Both Of You♥♥
Need buy some new dinner dress wear up for that day
I really become poor d & Heart pain



This is my Black Dinner Dress
Is so expensive :) But i likes it much
It is look so class

Miss to set up my hair from that day
Any introduce?
But don't know have enough's time or no?

Em...this is all of today

Nervous !
I havent finish revision for my Maths
All SPM students
Add Oil...Add Oil
If you thinks you can,than you can !

Nothings gonna changes you in my mind♥
Now and Always♥

✖MOODY✖

I was so moody today
Today already post up 3 articles
Don't know how to describe my mood now
Just miss to want a big hug from you

Parents them out for wedding dinner
Just left me and mui at home
Suddenly drive car went to Station One just now

On the way going,
I'm saw a FUNFAIR beside AEON there
Going there walk walk a while


I like the big WHEEL much♥

After that,went to Station One nu
Saw a friends with him GF at there
Sweet♥♥

Well,I ordered the 幸福四叶草♥



But why when i drank it cant feel blissful?
I really miss my DEAR you much♥
We are so long did not hang out together

Ordered my favorite food having too
Fried Chicken Wing + Fun fried



Hearing people who singing at there
Seating there around 2 hours
It was so bored
Hate this kind of feel

Don't worry me :)
I am okey !
Good Night everyone

✖MR BEAN BEAN✖

I having my SPM Mathematics paper next Monday
I need concentrate for my studying now
But,when i look around the Mathematics question
Fainted :)

Well,playing with my little cute son MR BEAN BEAN


I put the sunflowers hairband at my BEAN BEAN head

BEAN BEAN is look cute
Hahax...i cant stop for my laughing


BEAN BEAN is being my helpful


BEAN BEAN is Interesting at study


BEAN BEAN is busy for him Mathematics question

Miss my MR BEAN BEAN'S Daddy much♥
We are so long did not hang out together
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Christmas is coming soon

✖DRIVING✖

♥ I want become a children ♥

Went to Pyramid shopping yesterday

Cant imagine i drive car in highway yesterday
I am so hated when i was founding parking at there
All is getting '' FULL FULL FULL ''
No easy since let me found a beauty parking



At Pyramid Car park
What are me doing around at there...giggles

Many OL SHIRT at there
It is so beautiful
Hopefully have one day i can working at office
And than wear the beautiful OL SHIRT...hahax

Nothing have i bought up yesterday
Cause no money
'' No money No talk ''
Become bankrupt lady

When on the way back from klang
Go to Aunt's house who lives at Kapar
And fetch their go AEON BUKIT TINGGI

Yesterday is my driving days and become a driver days
Don't know want to say is fortunately or unfortunately
Today in the early morning let mimi call woke up too
Fetch her go Pasar Pagi :)
It was so tired

Suddenly thinking it '' don't know driving better know driving ''
I want people fetching me
I don't want fetching by myself

Yesterday night when at home chit-chat with mimi a while
Yeap~mimi have asking dou you
Caring Caring Caring...giggles

School Holiday is coming
But i still want having my SPM until 14 DEC
Hope all my junior enjoyed it and wish all of you
'' HAPPY HOLIDAY ''

✖BORN TO LOVE YOU✖

Fighting,Arguing,Quarreling

This is all couple will be face's relationship problem
Including me too

Em...Suddenly feel it have a lot of stress around me
Including the sadness things happen it too
EXAM + RELATIONSHIP
That why i will be moody all the time
Really feel it the road of the life is harder
I dunno that day when will be coming again?
I really scare it much

I'm feel so touch today while i'm saw the article in my SPM English paper
It was a blind woman with her loving husband
She husband love her very much while her eyes was blind it
It was so relative for their life
Her husband was accompanied her to challenge her life
And make her become an Independent woman
and have a confident to face it this world
It was a romantic and touching article

When i was saw it this article
Suddenly thinking is my DEAR you

I love you for the person you are,
and for the person you're not.

For the way you make me laugh,
and the way you make me cry.

For the things you do,
and the things you don't.

Whatever it is you just being who you are when i'm around...muaxx

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原来
天下的妈妈都是一样的
喔~天下的妈妈都是一样的

相信:
有其母必有其女
这句话的道理

外婆，妈咪，小姨的性格真的好相适
有时
我和表姐真的快受不了了
没办法
谁叫她们是我们的妈啊
哎

✖ 千古罪人 ✖

倒数

20个小时

SPM
开跑了

知道你对我的期望

很抱歉
所有的所有

我失去了
一直想要的

我是个犯人
我是个千古罪人

连累了亲爱的你

我好恨
真的好恨你们

但，我更是如此的恨我自己

我又能怎样呢？
只能让你们有所的摆布
你们有想过我心中的感受么？

我只能独自默默的承受一切

亲爱的你受伤了
眼泪，鼻涕的堕落
更是情不自禁的以烟宵愁

心是如此的疼，如此的酸

✖ 对不起 ✖

久违了♥

这种感觉

不禁问了问自己

多久，有多久？

没和你好好的聊天

好好的闲，好好的一起感受感动了

好久好久了

眼眶的泪不禁的滑落下

好不容易的等到这一天的来临

你~来了我家找了我

但，咪却向你说了 “不要来烦我”

就是这区区的这一句话

你的心彻底的再度受伤了

我了解你的心情

你是个男的

这一天，这一夜

好不容易才见面的我们

好想好想大声的跟你说抱歉

是我...一切一切都是我

对不起...真的真的对不起

我好难受，好伤心

我真的好内疚

是我害了你

都是因为我才会发生那一夜的事情

昨夜的我一直都抱着我们的大白，BEAN BEAN入睡

一直到今早从没离开过我的怀抱

我的眼睛好肿好肿

眼眶始终的还是那么的不听话

你妈咪已经知道你抽烟了

我对不起你妈咪

是我害了你借烟宵愁

可以不要再这样了么？

你答应过我的不是么？

我好担心你，你知道么？

对不起...

对不起...

对不起...

我答应你不能再流泪但切没做到

不要叫我放弃~

我懂自己在做着什么

我真的好伤心，好痛

我好恨自己

对你爱从没改变过

要我放弃一个我最爱的人，一个最爱我的人

倒不如叫我别活了

对不起....我真的好难受

脸颊又湿了...哭><

✖ 感谢 ✖

我回来了

谢谢大家的来临

你们的出现让我感到很意外

没想到你们会来

还有2位老师

PN.BEH 和 PN.YU

谢谢你们为我设计了一张祝贺卡片

里头带有你们的祝贺语和6位老师的祝贺语

我真的很感动，只差点没流泪~哈

谢谢你们买来的东西

里头还有只小熊的陪伴

真的好可爱哟

还有也谢谢2位老师买来的东西哦

对不起，让你们破费了

有一句话还是要说完哦

雅婷，嘉停，淑琴，诗珍，曼琳，康辉，佳顺，

PN.BEH 还有 PN.YU

'' 谢谢你们 ''

伤口到现在还是会隐隐做痛呐

还有看到手上的针口

让我想起了那可怕的一幕

这次已经是第2次了，希望不会再有第3次吧

平时的我最怕打针了

一进去就要挨了3只针的痛苦

镇定剂我永远都不会忘了你

谢谢你让我整身没力气

就连要说句话的力气也没

好让我能安心的进入手术房



就是这些可怕的针





谢谢大家的关心啊

有心了。。。

还有谢谢外婆，小舅，大姨，堂哥，堂嫂，二伯，二伯母

当然我不会忘记的就是那可爱的小熊

哈~^^



此外，我也在医院处找到有一个人的孩子

还一大一小，好可爱



BLEK......xD

我的车来了

星期3时，DADDY载我去拿车哦

就这样，把它驾回来

我有车驾了

不过目前的我不能驾

要等伤口康复先

不要紧...我等

我不要再有第3次了

诗珍：等我啊，约定啊，一起驾同样的车出去







我在担心黑镜的问题呐

担心会过于黑

不是我特地要的

而是买车时，那SELLMEN送的

他说PASS的哦

怕怕叻，等下我一个人出去遇到BLOCK时怎么办？

恩~希望没事啦...有事的话，一定去找回你！

今天是表姐女方面的大好日子

我会跟随出席今夜在 SUBANG 的晚宴

可惜的是我什么东西都不能吃

而且还带着痛而去呢！

此外，明天也是阿嬷的七七四十九天

好快哦

SPM 倒数十一天

准备了么？？？